please help with good thoughts for me :)

by aida

I am 28 , mother of two adorable little girls.
I have been sexually abused by a woman when I was 3 and then my step father had a sexual attraction on my as well when I grew up. Mu mother never did anything to protect me, at least I think because I didn't speak up.

Today I have difficulties being fearless. In my marriage, I am often afraid to be abused (emotionally or even physically), though my husband treats me well.

I had a terrible dream that my stepfather was sexually abusing my daughter, I felt so much rage against him. I am not sure what to do now.

I do believe in us being all together and in our energies helping each other. So , please, send me good energies so I can heal and heal others.

Love you.

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Aug 05, 2009
by: Destinee Snuffer

To start off I have to say that I am sorry that you had to go through that. But you can't live your fears out through your daughters lives. I know it's hard to do but you have to try to let your daughters be free(not completely free but you know). If you haven't yet, I encourage you to tell your daughters what happened to you. I know you don't want them to think of you differently, but this will help them understand why you do some of the things you do. Keep your Faith in God. FAITH is the only thing that will get you through this hard time. My favorite verse in the bible is encouraging to me and was very encouraging to me when I was sexually abused. 1st Timothy 4:12 "Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young but set an example for the believers in speech, life, love, faith, and purity."

Sending bunches of hugs your way. and lots more love.

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