I was raped and tortured by my step father and his buddy for 5 years....i was 5 when it started. After that it was my mothers boyfriends and a couple other people for an addition of 8 years. During the time i was 15 i just layed there...my mind left my body during the those times. I still feel sometimes like it is not enough. I have 3 beautiful kids....and a man that loves me beyond anything. I hope you live a happy life.