my boyfriend went wild

by Ginny
(California)

me with him now

So I am 18 now this happened when I was 14.
It was 1 week before my birthday and I was all excited.
My boyfriend said he had an early birthday present and that I was to follow him. So as usual I followed him, he took me to his room. Soon enough he had taken his pants and boxers off. Then he unbuttoned my shirt and pants. I told him to stop but he just wouldn't. I asked him why he was doing this and he only replied with I really love you.
I was crying and screaming. His parents didn't care they were drunks. Soon enough I had learned about sex and for more safety then usual you should use condoms. I was crying because he did not let me use one. Soon enough 9 months later I had a baby. I couldn't go to school or anything. I told my parents and they said it was fine with them. I never told anyone that he really touched me for hours I just told everyone he had sex with me. I feel the need to tell. I feel though now bad because now I do sex on a regular bases and I shouldn't learn to like it but i have. I can't help it! Do I have a serious problem?