hide and seek.......

by mai
(israel)

daddy, it hurts...this game hurts me...
how about hid and seek, I’ll help you find me.
come on daddy, this game is no fun!
dad: hush I well stop now...
if you quickly get down...
ME: you promise you'll play with me...
dad: yes,yes,come on now...
I can't forget these word's...
these word's hurts up tell now...
oh, daddy I loved you with all of my hurt..
and look what you have given back....
nothing but a knives in my back....
and I wander why.....
................................................
I looked up to you...
I talked about you to every one....
I was proud of you...
I even named you my sun..
but not anymore....
no, it’s done....
no more abuse i knew how to run...
I wish I spoke before....
I wish I knew it all....
but what is done .....is done....
1o years past and her I’m standing .....
trying to help others ,trying to be a blessing...
yes, I don't need you in my life....
I’ve learned how to survive...