broken  
Broken like a tree,
never Knowing the real me,
They took what i knew was that person,
that looked like me.

Broken and confused.
Beaten and bruised,...

You stole my inoccence 
First you degraded me, you threw me in dirt.
You only wanted to see me get hurt.
First you gave me a sore tummy then you laughed you thought it was funny....

georgie 
Im 43 now my abuse took place when I was seven
I didnt know my own truth as it wasnt me or so I told myself
or it didnt happen im making it all up
after ...

Too Numb To Live 
Im fading.
Its over.
I wish it never happened.
It changed me completely.
And I hate myself so much more because of it.

It ruined my sexuality- fear ...

The Little Girl In Yellow 
When I was five years old
The world around me quickly changed.
I no longer wanted to play with my friends
Because they did not understand my pain.

I ...

Listen 
Hear me out loud
but dont make a sound
And listen what I have to say
my best friend

09/27/08 was our day
when i first knew
that i will take that ...

MY lIfE sToRy 
A story that has been kept as a secret,
But must be heard
for this is my story
the nightmare that became my worst..

Since I was a kid and only nine,...

God of Hell 
Do you see this hatred in my eyes
This is the result of all of your lies.
Please don’t speak of your regret
Your apology reeks of death.
I’ve lived ...

TRUTH #2 
Living day by day, thinking about what tommarrow i will say. Knowing i will have to lie, about my feeling problems in life. The happpiness is fading, the ...

TRUTH 
Living day by day, thinking about what tommarrow i will say. Knowing i will have to lie, about my feelings problems in life. Having my innocense be taken ...

Pain Of A Married Man 
I meet a man in college in 1979
Someone elses' husband I shouldn't been with
The romance seem so right
Didn't listen to momma
Didn't listen to friends
...

Surrender 
Sitting in this empty room
Looking at broken pictures of me and you
A broken life together
I always thought we’d make it forever

What has become ...

Shhh 
My voice is shaded in desperate tones of silence.
I scream at the top of my lungs,
Only my decrepit shadow notices.
Silence is my eternal curse.
cherie ...

flower minded 
I am bruising
delicate beings such as Myself are ill prepared for
Brutality.
You’ve picked me
out of the crowd because I am, I was
Beautiful.
I’ve ...

Don't Let It Happen 
Oh God don't let it happen again.
Let him be happy-
let him not be angry-
let him be distracted-
Oh, let him be tired.
Breathe slow, be alert, don'...

A Path to Destruction 
I was on a path
to destruction.
I was my target,
due to a deduction,

that I wasn't worth
facing the truth.
overcoming the hurt,
of my youth.

when ...

Drowned Innocence 
He's got her around the neck,
her body tainted and torn.
He draws her near so can
see her frightened eyes be scorned.
He's got her in the bath tub,...

The Door 
When I awoke this morning
I finally looked out the door
Not knowing what I'd see
Not really sure

I thought I might see
Bright flowers
Green grass ...

looking through my eyes 
looking through my eyes and i see
the man standing at the foot of my bed
looking through my eyes and you will see
the father who is a monster
looking ...

A family Member no more 
Parents are gone, just me and my sister
something wasn't right in the household now
Something did not feel right
I turned around there she was my sister ...

Wounded Child 
There once was a little girl,
Sent down from heaven above.
She came into a family,
That had no room for love.
She knew she was not wanted,
From a ...

Where You Really There? 
Were you really there God,
While that little girl was used?
Did you really cry,
Every time that she was bruised?
Did you wrap her in your arms,
While ...

Innocence  
Every night she hears him
Every night she cries
The doorway to her childhood
Is locked from the inside

She stays in her bleak bedroom
A chair behind ...

I love him anyways... 
I stand here tall and strong today,
for I was small and weak when I was young.
The things that father put us through made me numb.
I wasn't the only ...

my boyfriend went wild 
So I am 18 now this happened when I was 14.
It was 1 week before my birthday and I was all excited.
My boyfriend said he had an early birthday present ...

Letting Go 
I was sexually abused by my uncle and I wrote this peom not long after the first time it happend. The poem is about how I was crying out silently hoping ...

iSOULated by author of   Not rated yet
Have your loves scattered like the wind
On the outside looking in
Does he want to be
your only friend?
Always guessing the rules of his game
Today ...

Broken Down  Not rated yet
Broken Down

All the things you used to say…
And all the hurt that came my way…
…
All those words you used to scream…
And all that spit that sprayed ...

untitled  Not rated yet
I lay awake late at night wondering if he will show. When he does I pretend to be asleep. Not a peep nor word cry nor scream can escape my mouth. For the ...

perfect victim  Not rated yet
I never had to ask myself, I was free of blame.
But now I can't help but ask, "what can I do so it doesn't happen again?".

A sad excuse for an empowered ...

untitled  Not rated yet
Battered, beaten, broken
As i look in the mirror, blood
drips, my face sliced opened
Worn, withering, weeping
I thought about killing him
while ...

untitled  Not rated yet
Battered, beaten, broken
As i look in the mirror, blood
drips, my face face sliced opened
Worn, withering, weeping
I thought about killing him
while ...

Abused boy:(  Not rated yet
Abuse;

Here's a little story
About a little boy
His foster parents locked him up
And threw away his toys

He cried everyday 
For they never let ...

turn around  Not rated yet
8 months of continues arguing
Fighting back the tears
Covering up the bruises
Looking like a fool
Finally walking away
Begs come from him
Sounding ...

Glass Heart  Not rated yet
Glass can be broken into a thousand pecies, It can be glued back together, but there will always be little fine line remaing, reminding you of when it ...

What Really Happened  Not rated yet
He is stumbles around the house moaning my name
The floor boards are creaking
Closer and closer towards my bedroom door
I hide under my covers trying ...

What Really Happened  Not rated yet
He is stumbling around the house moaning my name
The floor boards are creaking
Closer and closer towards my bedroom door
I hide under my covers trying ...

Don't Think With Simplicity  Not rated yet
There’s a drummer in my head
Not of the percussion sort,
Oh no no.
These melodic erotic
Waves are that
Of a greater power.
As the ocean pounds
The ...

untitled  Not rated yet
The bruises no one but my best friend ever cared to see, the tears that til this day are still apart of me, skin thats missing from me the laughter you ...

me  Not rated yet
A TEAR FALLS DOWN A BLUSH RED CHEEK

ANOTHER FIGHT, ANOTHER WEEK.



PARANOID BEYOND BELIEF

A SHATTERED HEART, A FALLEN LEAF.



TO ALL ...

Alone  Not rated yet
Alone
Sitting in my room,
Alone,
Hearing loud voices from the next room.
She told me to close the door and
Try to block out the sound coming
From ...

Twelve  Not rated yet
Forever hiding.
Begging!
Crying out ...
For someone to see.

Would anyone ever know?
Could anyone hear?
No-one saw the signs.
She didn't even care!...

cassie.. MY POEM  Not rated yet
He came into my life
the daddy i never had,
i could sit on his knee
cuddle into him, hold his hand
be a little girl with a daddy.

i trusted him,...

Beaten  Not rated yet
I wonder!.....
Am I ever going tp survive this pain?
Am I ever going to escape?
Most say their life is teribble
But try living mine!
I've been abused,...

nightmares  Not rated yet
My heart matches my wrist. They are both binded with ever-lasting scars. i am broken. My life has been drained away by the monster you have become. The ...

stuck   Not rated yet
what do i have that i do not see.
his hands touching me where i feel weird.
its the first time i really feel scared.
locked up in a room where its dark ...

THE WINDS OF PAIN AND SORROW  Not rated yet
The Winds Of Pain Love And Sorrow
by April Weit on Saturday, April 9, 2011 at 11:26am

I found out I'm pregnant today

I told him, he can't wait ...

HIM...4-4-11  Not rated yet
"Go to timeout!
YOU get eight minutes"
That's what HE says
That thing that tells me to...
Be a woman.
"Please touch me here,
If you want to be a ...

rape  Not rated yet
i cry for help,
i couldnt do much more.
pain everywhere and i could not tell,
where are these voices are in my head
he hold me tight
didnt want to ...

Does anybody hear me?  Not rated yet
Doesn't anyone hear my screams? My cries? Why God?Why does my daddy do this to me every night?

"Broken Boy"  Not rated yet
~ I wrote this for my Brother, Charlie ~

HE CONTROLS THE BROKEN BOY
HIS WORDS CUTTING AND ABUSIVE~
PETTY, SEF-SERVING, INDIGNANT,
INTRUSIVE

TENDER-...

"SILENCE"  Not rated yet
INTENTIONS SILENCED ~ CROSS-ROAD MISSED
MEMORIES UNRAVELING ~ SUBCONSCIENCE PISSED

PURE INNOCENCE ~ SUBDUED BY FATHER
SELF-RESPECT ~ ABANDONED BY ...

Daddy  Not rated yet
What right did you have
to invade my room?
Was there a sign on my door
that asked for your doom?
Did my eyes ever signal
that I needed your touch?...

Finality  Not rated yet
To take your dirty desires
and make it reality
How can you light those fires
Did you think of the finality?

Did you think it was okay
to take away ...

A vision that just won't end...  Not rated yet
The memories won't go away

they seem to just want to stay...

and replay in my mind

over and over again

play, stop, pause, rewind, stop

play,...

Childhood  Not rated yet
Living in fear - hope death is near
Battered and bruised - so confused
object of lust - self disgust
Happy Birthday,4 - child whore
Feeling like dirt ...

Mommy, Mommy,  Not rated yet
Mommy Mommy, you couldn't not have known
Mommy Mommy, why didn't he go
Mommy Mommy, why didn't you do a thing
Mommy Mommy, you just left me with him
...

Help Me  Not rated yet
Somebody help i have nowhere left to turn
My family's gone. I can feel the burn.
I wish so badly that my past would go away.
And i wish i could ...

love  Not rated yet
love written with a pen
sealed with a kiss.
if you are my boyfriend please answer this?
do you love me, or do you not?
you told me once, but i forgot....

A Silent Cry...  Not rated yet
Cuddle after cuddle,
tear after tear,
the one's that believe,
are the only ones that care;
Looking back on a time and a place,
seeing me as a child,...

If Daddy Only Knew  Not rated yet
My name is Anna, and I am nine.
When I was three, I watched my mother die.
My dad wouldn't listen, he was to drunk to care.
From that day on, my "father"...

the more  Not rated yet
the more i cry
the more i scream
the more bad things that happen to me
i hide in my closet and under my bed
as she starts to scream i waish you wear ...

Leave me alone .  Not rated yet
I have no poem, but i do feel the need to share my story .
I want women and even men that have been abused to understand that they arent alone .
I was ...

Wasted Love  Not rated yet
I am so angry that I wasted all my love on people that absolutely can not love me back. Family, what a joke. I am all I have. It is up to me to nurture,...

Wine Stains ~A Poem About Recovery  Not rated yet
Tic-toc!
So
precious
the time--
seized from hands
of yesterday's clock!


Years
of pater's
drunken rage
refusing removal
from
life's ...

Wine Stains ~A Poem About Recovery  Not rated yet
Tic-toc!
So
precious
the time--
seized from hands
of yesterday's clock!


Years
of pater's
drunken rage
refusing removal
from
life's ...

mommy mommy cant you see  Not rated yet
Mommy mommy why can’t you see
Your husband raped me
I went thru ten years of hell
but I will not fail

Mommy mommy why cant you see
This is what ...

im not daddys girl no more  Not rated yet
IM only 13 years old.
IM trying to figure out why this world so cold
Part of me is missing
And nobody will listen
I lye in bed under my covers
He ...

Few, Far and beyond  Not rated yet
I don't believe the things I have done
And all the times you thought you won
The things that happened make me sick
And most of all...your a prick

The ...

why?  Not rated yet
everything was great between us i loved you more than anything you gave me life how did it all of a sudden change?
you hit me for your personal problems ...

The Kiss  Not rated yet

I think of the mom's that would kiss all the hurts ~
of all of the knees under all of the skirts
of those sweet little girls who were ...

RLC  Not rated yet
I can throw my hoody over my body, as if i could hide.
I can close my eyes as if the tears won't pour, and magically everything is alright.
and now ...

THE END!  Not rated yet
SHE SITS.
She sits in the corner in cries hollow in empty there's no soul left in her eyes, not knowing where she went wrong, hoping that the pain wouldn'...

Childhood Places  Not rated yet

Old Spice cologne triggers sickening memories,
Fathers are not supposed to touch daughters in sacred places.

Footsteps in silent hallways make her ...

Childhood Taken  Not rated yet
I Stand in a room with unfamiliar faces, no one noticed me her alone.
From the middle of the room comes a small child walking in the shadows.
I look ...

MY LIFE STORY  Not rated yet
A story that has been kept as a secret,
But must be heard
For this is my story
The nightmare that became my worst...
Since I was a kid and only nine,...

LITTLE BY LITTLE  Not rated yet

Little by little I'm writing about you,
Little by little I'm missing you.
Little by little I'm forgetting you,
And little by little it feel's like ...

MY LIL SUPERHERO!  Not rated yet
Hey look up in the sky...
It's a bird?
It's a plane?
No, it's Perla in the way!
She's very strong,
Compare to all the nigga's that are wrong.
In ...

WITHOUT YOU.  Not rated yet
Without you I'm nothing,
Without you I'm air,
Without you I'm hurt,
I don't even care.
About the happiness all around,
All the surpises from under ...

MY DARLING  Not rated yet
Did you know that God above,
Created you for me to love?
He picked you out from all the rest,
Because He knew I'd love you best.
I had a heart and ...

IT'S SAD  Not rated yet
It's sad saying good bye
Cuz I'll know I'll have to find a new place to hide
I needed you
And I prayed for you to come back
So I made a sacrifice
...

MY TREASURE  Not rated yet
You are my treasure far and deep,
Your the treasure I would love to keep.
Your the treasure in my heart,
Love together and never apart.
Intruders try ...

KEPT IN FOR SO LONG  Not rated yet
Listen up mama
For the thing's I've wanted to tell...
The thing I've kept...
I keep thinking
Why didn't you say good bye
Why didn't you fight like ...

why do i deserve this?  Not rated yet
Why do i deserve to be treated like this our love is broken broken for good what did i do to make you think i mistreated you you look at me and you cry ...

Empty  Not rated yet
I smile to hide the hole
I laugh to show I'm okay
When I'm alone the tears fall like rain
Leaving little puddles that sink into my open sores

To ...

Silver Lining  Not rated yet
High Self be with me...

Hold me when I hurt
Hold me when I cry

Stop me before I burn
Stop me before I turn

Help me stop the numbing out
Help ...

Tortured  Not rated yet
Nightmares of the same thing repeated time and time again
His filty wet thing going up into the privide part of my body
Being pushed and shoved torn ...

hide and seek.......  Not rated yet
daddy, it hurts...this game hurts me...
how about hid and seek, I’ll help you find me.
come on daddy, this game is no fun!
dad: hush I well stop now....

Just Maybe  Not rated yet
You ask why I didn’t tell anyone
What he did to me….
Well maybe, just maybe
I didn’t want to relive the pain and misery….

You ask why I didn’t tell ...

Scarred  Not rated yet
All I can see when I close my eyes is your blank stare
When you looked at me you had no soul
You struck me once, twice, many times more
All because ...

An Unfamiliar Silhouette   Not rated yet
An impetuous force thrust fiercely upon me
Waves heaving wildly from the savage scene
Paralyzed in raging rapids, thrashed around at sea
As I rewind ...

Do You Know....?  Not rated yet
Do you know what it's like to live with fear?
To be afraid every day and know you can't escape from here?

Do you know what it's like to wake in ...

Alone  Not rated yet
So many friends yet so alone

Lots of people around me people but still on my own

Why I feel this way? It's all down to him

The man that made my ...

Looking down on myself  Not rated yet
Looking down on myself
What do I see?
A shell of a person
It's really not me

I see a wreck
A woman so scarred
She used to be happy
Now she is ...

my soul  Not rated yet
How do you un kill a soul
that died so long ago?

Should be pure and white
but so young the innocence was taken.

Decayed shattered pieces held together ...

daddy stop it  Not rated yet
im just a little gurl
entered in a shattered world
foster care has tooken me
im in a heap of pain
i dream of that crazy nite
when my dad brought the ...

let me breathe  Not rated yet
you said it would never happen again
but it did
said you loved me
but here we go again
been tired of calling stupid
for all the shit that you did
...

Where Are You  Not rated yet
Somewhere out there
Someone knows how I feel

I can't be alone
This pain is too real

I look everywhere I go
In likely and unlikely places
...

TO Love Myself!  Not rated yet


You taught me hate, I learned to love.

You taught me pain, I learned to heal.

You taught me work, I learned to play.

You taught ...

Pain!  Not rated yet
To Love Myself!

You taught me hate, I learned to love.

You taught me pain, I learned to heal.

You taught me work, I learned ...

Tougher than the Rest  Not rated yet
I wish to tell to you
The way in which I fell
That turned my life my whole world
To nothing but a Hell
My own personal hell
Where love does not ...

stand up  Not rated yet
Stand up

You call me every night
Crying on the phone
The same story over again
With the same guy
I keep on telling you let him
Go but you don’...

Loathing  Not rated yet
Hollow myself out.
And listen for empty echoes.

The days drone on,
as only whispers.

Questions grow mold,
with orphan answers.

Abandon these ...