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Footsteps in silent hallways make her heart Thu, 15 Jul 2010 03:34:02 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/just-beginning-to-figure-it-out.html I have Borderline personality disorder, depressions, anxiety and post traumatic stress disorder, i engage in dangerous situations to excite me, i have Thu, 15 Jul 2010 03:32:26 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/little-by-little.html Little by little I'm writing about you, Little by little I'm missing you. Little by little I'm forgetting you, And little by little it feel's like I don't Wed, 26 May 2010 12:28:17 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/without-you.html Without you I'm nothing, Without you I'm air, Without you I'm hurt, I don't even care. About the happiness all around, All the surpises from under the Wed, 26 May 2010 12:27:07 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/my-life-story1.html A story that has been kept as a secret, But must be heard For this is my story The nightmare that became my worst... Since I was a kid and only nine, Got Wed, 26 May 2010 11:34:41 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/my-lil-superhero.html Hey look up in the sky... It's a bird? It's a plane? No, it's Perla in the way! She's very strong, Compare to all the nigga's that are wrong. In my world, Wed, 26 May 2010 11:31:49 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/its-sad.html It's sad saying good bye Cuz I'll know I'll have to find a new place to hide I needed you And I prayed for you to come back So I made a sacrifice Only Wed, 26 May 2010 11:30:32 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/my-darling.html Did you know that God above, Created you for me to love? He picked you out from all the rest, Because He knew I'd love you best. I had a heart and it was Wed, 26 May 2010 11:29:12 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/my-treasure.html You are my treasure far and deep, Your the treasure I would love to keep. Your the treasure in my heart, Love together and never apart. Intruders try to Wed, 26 May 2010 11:28:02 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/childhood-taken.html I Stand in a room with unfamiliar faces, no one noticed me her alone. From the middle of the room comes a small child walking in the shadows. I look Wed, 26 May 2010 11:25:53 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/too-numb-to-live.html Im fading. Its over. I wish it never happened. It changed me completely. And I hate myself so much more because of it. It ruined my sexuality- fear of Wed, 26 May 2010 11:25:04 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/kept-in-for-so-long.html Listen up mama For the thing's I've wanted to tell... The thing I've kept... I keep thinking Why didn't you say good bye Why didn't you fight like you Wed, 26 May 2010 11:23:47 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/why-do-i-deserve-this.html Why do i deserve to be treated like this our love is broken broken for good what did i do to make you think i mistreated you you look at me and you cry Mon, 26 Apr 2010 14:29:38 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/the-little-girl-in-yellow.html When I was five years old The world around me quickly changed. I no longer wanted to play with my friends Because they did not understand my pain. I was Mon, 26 Apr 2010 14:28:46 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/listen.html Hear me out loud but dont make a sound And listen what I have to say my best friend 09/27/08 was our day when i first knew that i will take that bullet Mon, 26 Apr 2010 14:27:28 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/my-life-story.html A story that has been kept as a secret, But must be heard for this is my story the nightmare that became my worst.. Since I was a kid and only nine, got Mon, 26 Apr 2010 14:26:22 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/empty.html I smile to hide the hole I laugh to show I'm okay When I'm alone the tears fall like rain Leaving little puddles that sink into my open sores To look Mon, 26 Apr 2010 14:23:31 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/so-long-ago.html I have to find others that can relate, I've been searching for reasons why I've felt so horrible, been sabotaging fairly normal relationships (compared Mon, 26 Apr 2010 14:20:20 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/god-of-hell.html Do you see this hatred in my eyes This is the result of all of your lies. Please dont speak of your regret Your apology reeks of death. Ive lived Fri, 26 Feb 2010 04:05:07 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/silver-lining.html High Self be with me... Hold me when I hurt Hold me when I cry Stop me before I burn Stop me before I turn Help me stop the numbing out Help me stop Fri, 26 Feb 2010 04:04:36 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/the-girl-who-lived.html For 5 years I hid the fact that I was being raped day in and day out, everynight my uncle would rape or sexually assult me. One day in school I had just Fri, 26 Feb 2010 04:03:33 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/truth-2.html Living day by day, thinking about what tommarrow i will say. Knowing i will have to lie, about my feeling problems in life. The happpiness is fading, the Sun, 31 Jan 2010 16:31:01 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/truth.html Living day by day, thinking about what tommarrow i will say. Knowing i will have to lie, about my feelings problems in life. Having my innocense be Tue, 26 Jan 2010 06:20:46 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/pain-of-a-married-man.html I meet a man in college in 1979 Someone elses' husband I shouldn't been with The romance seem so right Didn't listen to momma Didn't listen to friends Tue, 26 Jan 2010 06:14:13 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/alone.html So many friends yet so alone Lots of people around me people but still on my own Why I feel this way? It's all down to him The man that made my Mon, 18 Jan 2010 22:19:18 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/looking-down-on-myself.html Looking down on myself What do I see? A shell of a person It's really not me I see a wreck A woman so scarred She used to be happy Now she is marred Mon, 18 Jan 2010 22:18:10 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/my-boyfriend-went-wild.html So I am 18 now this happened when I was 14. It was 1 week before my birthday and I was all excited. My boyfriend said he had an early birthday present Mon, 11 Jan 2010 16:45:22 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/tortured.html Nightmares of the same thing repeated time and time again His filty wet thing going up into the privide part of my body Being pushed and shoved torn Mon, 11 Jan 2010 16:42:36 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/survived-it-to-now.html Ok it all started when I was 3 my dad would give me baths and more because my mom had passed away. But when it had came to my 4th birthday he had put Mon, 11 Jan 2010 16:37:37 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/scarred.html All I can see when I close my eyes is your blank stare When you looked at me you had no soul You struck me once, twice, many times more All because I Sat, 09 Jan 2010 04:28:13 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/an-unfamiliar-silhouette.html An impetuous force thrust fiercely upon me Waves heaving wildly from the savage scene Paralyzed in raging rapids, thrashed around at sea As I rewind Sat, 09 Jan 2010 04:27:41 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/hide-and-seek.html daddy, it hurts...this game hurts me... how about hid and seek, Ill help you find me. come on daddy, this game is no fun! dad: hush I well stop Sat, 09 Jan 2010 04:26:22 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/just-maybe.html You ask why I didnt tell anyone What he did to me. Well maybe, just maybe I didnt want to relive the pain and misery. You ask why I didnt tell Sat, 09 Jan 2010 04:25:36 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/surrender.html Sitting in this empty room Looking at broken pictures of me and you A broken life together I always thought wed make it forever What has become of Sat, 09 Jan 2010 04:24:42 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/do-you-know.html Do you know what it's like to live with fear? To be afraid every day and know you can't escape from here? Do you know what it's like to wake in Sat, 09 Jan 2010 04:23:54 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/my-brother.html My confession and my plea for help... I've never spoken a word. I am going to be completely honest this time, I won't leave out an important Sat, 09 Jan 2010 04:21:52 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/being-left-behind.html It seems as if I'm always being left behind.It may sound like a soap opera,but my dad was an alcoholic jerk that my mom had to save me from until she Wed, 02 Dec 2009 04:05:49 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/shhh.html My voice is shaded in desperate tones of silence. I scream at the top of my lungs, Only my decrepit shadow notices. Silence is my eternal curse. Fri, 27 Nov 2009 01:48:26 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/flower-minded.html I am bruising delicate beings such as Myself are ill prepared for Brutality. Youve picked me out of the crowd because I am, I was Beautiful. Ive Fri, 27 Nov 2009 01:47:59 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/rape-i-will-help-you-best-i-can.html its not a story its not a myth some people like myself have been abused many times. My virginity was stolen when i was three by my uncle at the same Fri, 27 Nov 2009 01:45:27 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/dont-let-it-happen.html Oh God don't let it happen again. Let him be happy- let him not be angry- let him be distracted- Oh, let him be tired. Breathe slow, be alert, don't Sat, 14 Nov 2009 02:34:20 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/a-path-to-destruction.html I was on a path to destruction. I was my target, due to a deduction, that I wasn't worth facing the truth. overcoming the hurt, of my youth. when I Sun, 25 Oct 2009 02:22:03 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/my-soul.html How do you un kill a soul that died so long ago? Should be pure and white but so young the innocence was taken. Decayed shattered pieces held Sun, 25 Oct 2009 02:20:07 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/Sexual-abuse-blog.html#New-Website-to-Express-yourself!! Come and join my new site for Chatting with other survivors!! The more who join, the more members to chat with!! Come on sisters! This is a safe place to communicate with others who can relate to you! This is a safe forum where I will be as often as I can. Tell your story to others or just look around.. It is just for you! I will see you there.. Blessings, Becky Tue, 06 Oct 2009 23:47:32 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/daddy-stop-it.html im just a little gurl entered in a shattered world foster care has tooken me im in a heap of pain i dream of that crazy nite when my dad brought the Thu, 01 Oct 2009 01:00:39 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/when-i-was-a-little-girl.html let me start off by telling you how amazing my mother is.she has been there for me through everything.im 17,when i was ten years old i was sexually Sun, 27 Sep 2009 15:52:21 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/drowned-innocence.html He's got her around the neck, her body tainted and torn. He draws her near so can see her frightened eyes be scorned. He's got her in the bath tub, Sat, 12 Sep 2009 04:59:09 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/a-survivor-not-a-victim-.html i am 32 y/o have two children with two different men. they are 7 & 11. they are my life, i love my girls with all my heart. well whats left of it. i Thu, 27 Aug 2009 00:35:30 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/Sexual-abuse-blog.html#New-Chat-/-Forum I have created a new chat / forum for my site for all of you to join for free and talk to me and eachother. Hurry and join in on the conversations!!! I will be there. Blessings, Becky Sat, 22 Aug 2009 21:06:33 GMT