http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/Sexual-abuse-blog.html The Soul Expressions Blog keeps you up to date with all additions and changes to the www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com web site. Subscribe here by clicking on the orange RSS feed box. en-us Sexual abuse Sat, 28 Jan 2012 17:12:10 GMT Sat, 28 Jan 2012 17:12:10 GMT soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/restoration.html There is now a belief system that victims can become fully restored to their pre-abuse potential even without having to fully recall abuse memories. This new "process" is referred to as Restoration. Mon, 23 Jan 2012 02:24:38 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/index.html Guided, Supportive, recovery from sexual abuse for women through art therapy, spirituality and healing your inner child with tips on deaing with anger, intimacy and other emotional issues. Sat, 10 Dec 2011 19:34:41 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/untitled3.html Battered, beaten, broken As i look in the mirror, blood drips, my face sliced opened Worn, withering, weeping I thought about killing him while he was Thu, 03 Nov 2011 19:27:03 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/isoulated-by-author-of.html Have your loves scattered like the wind On the outside looking in Does he want to be your only friend? Always guessing the rules of his game Today it’s Thu, 15 Sep 2011 17:33:08 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/perfect-victim.html I never had to ask myself, I was free of blame. But now I can't help but ask, what can I do so it doesn't happen again?. A sad excuse for an empowered Thu, 15 Sep 2011 17:32:23 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/untitled2.html Battered, beaten, broken As i look in the mirror, blood drips, my face face sliced opened Worn, withering, weeping I thought about killing him while Thu, 15 Sep 2011 17:31:28 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/abused-boy.html Abuse; Here's a little story About a little boy His foster parents locked him up And threw away his toys He cried everyday  For they never let him play Thu, 15 Sep 2011 17:30:49 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/turn-around.html 8 months of continues arguing Fighting back the tears Covering up the bruises Looking like a fool Finally walking away Begs come from him Sounding oh Thu, 15 Sep 2011 17:29:26 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/glass-heart.html Glass can be broken into a thousand pecies, It can be glued back together, but there will always be little fine line remaing, reminding you of when it Thu, 15 Sep 2011 17:28:40 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/what-really-happened1.html He is stumbles around the house moaning my name The floor boards are creaking Closer and closer towards my bedroom door I hide under my covers trying Thu, 15 Sep 2011 17:28:05 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/was-god-there.html Before age 5 I was abused. It was someone who was in the family. Then as time went on there were more people that abused me. My last count of how many Tue, 13 Sep 2011 16:07:04 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/i-blamed-myself.html How does one start a story such as mine. I'm just going to jump into it. I was 15 years old when I started dating this guy my sophomore year in high school. Tue, 13 Sep 2011 16:05:44 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/hello.html I was 5-6 when it started, my mother cheated on my dad with a man she worked with, and my parents divorced. But me, my older sister (9 at the time) and Tue, 13 Sep 2011 16:04:03 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/untitled1.html I lay awake late at night wondering if he will show. When he does I pretend to be asleep. Not a peep nor word cry nor scream can escape my mouth. For the Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:57:46 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/what-really-happened.html He is stumbling around the house moaning my name The floor boards are creaking Closer and closer towards my bedroom door I hide under my covers trying Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:56:56 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/dont-think-with-simplicity.html There’s a drummer in my head Not of the percussion sort, Oh no no. These melodic erotic Waves are that Of a greater power. As the ocean pounds The whisper Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:55:49 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/untitled.html The bruises no one but my best friend ever cared to see, the tears that til this day are still apart of me, skin thats missing from me the laughter you Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:54:46 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/me.html A TEAR FALLS DOWN A BLUSH RED CHEEK ANOTHER FIGHT, ANOTHER WEEK. PARANOID BEYOND BELIEF A SHATTERED HEART, A FALLEN LEAF. TO ALL THE TEARS THAT Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:53:36 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/help-me.html Somebody help i have nowhere left to turn My family's gone. I can feel the burn. I wish so badly that my past would go away. And i wish i could go back Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:53:01 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/alone1.html Alone Sitting in my room, Alone, Hearing loud voices from the next room. She told me to close the door and Try to block out the sound coming From your Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:52:01 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/wine-stains-a-poem-about-recovery1.html Tic-toc! So precious the time-- seized from hands of yesterday's clock! Years of pater's drunken rage refusing removal from life's center stage. Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:49:15 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/him4411.html Go to timeout! YOU get eight minutes That's what HE says That thing that tells me to... Be a woman. Please touch me here, If you want to be a woman you Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:48:36 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/love.html love written with a pen sealed with a kiss. if you are my boyfriend please answer this? do you love me, or do you not? you told me once, but i forgot. Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:46:52 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/twelve.html Forever hiding. Begging! Crying out ... For someone to see. Would anyone ever know? Could anyone hear? No-one saw the signs. She didn't even care! Sitting Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:46:23 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/wine-stains-a-poem-about-recovery.html Tic-toc! So precious the time-- seized from hands of yesterday's clock! Years of pater's drunken rage refusing removal from life's center stage. Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:45:17 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com To all of my readers. I am moving to the North Carolina area in a couple of months and would like to open up a store that specializes in art work of sexual abuse surviviors. Hopefully, this will be in the Wilmington area. If there are any of you in that area that would be willing to consign your artwork, please email me on this site. I also will be offering healing art classes as well. I have also thought of putting all of the abuse poetry in a book so that you all can easily read the poems. Your thoughts on that?? I appreciate your feedback!! Thanks and blessings, Becky Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:37:59 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/stuck.html what do i have that i do not see. his hands touching me where i feel weird. its the first time i really feel scared. locked up in a room where its dark Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:31:24 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/a-vision-that-just-wont-end.html The memories won't go away they seem to just want to stay... and replay in my mind over and over again play, stop, pause, rewind, stop play, stop, Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:31:00 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/why.html everything was great between us i loved you more than anything you gave me life how did it all of a sudden change? you hit me for your personal problems Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:30:28 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/a-silent-cry.html Cuddle after cuddle, tear after tear, the one's that believe, are the only ones that care; Looking back on a time and a place, seeing me as a child, my Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:30:00 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/if-daddy-only-knew.html My name is Anna, and I am nine. When I was three, I watched my mother die. My dad wouldn't listen, he was to drunk to care. From that day on, my father Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:29:29 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/the-more.html the more i cry the more i scream the more bad things that happen to me i hide in my closet and under my bed as she starts to scream i waish you wear dead Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:28:14 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/broken-down.html Broken Down All the things you used to say… And all the hurt that came my way… … All those words you used to scream… And all that spit that sprayed main Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:27:53 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/silence.html INTENTIONS SILENCED ~ CROSS-ROAD MISSED MEMORIES UNRAVELING ~ SUBCONSCIENCE PISSED PURE INNOCENCE ~ SUBDUED BY FATHER SELF-RESPECT ~ ABANDONED BY MOTHER Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:27:00 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/im-not-daddys-girl-no-more.html IM only 13 years old. IM trying to figure out why this world so cold Part of me is missing And nobody will listen I lye in bed under my covers He crawls Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:26:36 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/mommy-mommy-cant-you-see.html Mommy mommy why can’t you see Your husband raped me I went thru ten years of hell but I will not fail Mommy mommy why cant you see This is what my daddy Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:26:09 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/few-far-and-beyond.html I don't believe the things I have done And all the times you thought you won The things that happened make me sick And most of all...your a prick The Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:25:16 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/wasted-love.html I am so angry that I wasted all my love on people that absolutely can not love me back. Family, what a joke. I am all I have. It is up to me to nurture, Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:24:40 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/leave-me-alone-.html I have no poem, but i do feel the need to share my story . I want women and even men that have been abused to understand that they arent alone . I was Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:24:17 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/mommy-mommy.html Mommy Mommy, you couldn't not have known Mommy Mommy, why didn't he go Mommy Mommy, why didn't you do a thing Mommy Mommy, you just left me with him Mommy Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:22:28 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/finality.html To take your dirty desires and make it reality How can you light those fires Did you think of the finality? Did you think it was okay to take away my Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:21:12 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/daddy.html What right did you have to invade my room? Was there a sign on my door that asked for your doom? Did my eyes ever signal that I needed your touch? Did Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:20:21 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/childhood.html Living in fear - hope death is near Battered and bruised - so confused object of lust - self disgust Happy Birthday,4 - child whore Feeling like dirt - Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:19:46 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/nightmares.html My heart matches my wrist. They are both binded with ever-lasting scars. i am broken. My life has been drained away by the monster you have become. The Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:19:12 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/does-anybody-hear-me.html Doesn't anyone hear my screams? My cries? Why God?Why does my daddy do this to me every night Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:18:36 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/broken-boy.html ~ I wrote this for my Brother, Charlie ~ HE CONTROLS THE BROKEN BOY HIS WORDS CUTTING AND ABUSIVE~ PETTY, SEF-SERVING, INDIGNANT, INTRUSIVE TENDER-HEARTED Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:17:59 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/the-kiss.html I think of the mom's that would kiss all the hurts ~ of all of the knees under all of the skirts of those sweet little girls who were Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:16:02 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/cassie-my-poem.html He came into my life the daddy i never had, i could sit on his knee cuddle into him, hold his hand be a little girl with a daddy. i trusted him, looked Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:12:46 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/the-winds-of-pain-and-sorrow.html The Winds Of Pain Love And Sorrow by April Weit on Saturday, April 9, 2011 at 11:26am I found out I'm pregnant today I told him, he can't wait to be Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:12:11 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/rape.html i cry for help, i couldnt do much more. pain everywhere and i could not tell, where are these voices are in my head he hold me tight didnt want to let Tue, 13 Sep 2011 15:10:25 GMT