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Hold me when I hurt Hold me when I cry Stop me before I burn Stop me before I turn Help me stop the numbing out Help me stop Fri, 26 Feb 2010 04:04:36 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/the-girl-who-lived.html For 5 years I hid the fact that I was being raped day in and day out, everynight my uncle would rape or sexually assult me. One day in school I had just Fri, 26 Feb 2010 04:03:33 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/truth-2.html Living day by day, thinking about what tommarrow i will say. Knowing i will have to lie, about my feeling problems in life. The happpiness is fading, the Sun, 31 Jan 2010 16:31:01 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/truth.html Living day by day, thinking about what tommarrow i will say. Knowing i will have to lie, about my feelings problems in life. Having my innocense be Tue, 26 Jan 2010 06:20:46 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/pain-of-a-married-man.html I meet a man in college in 1979 Someone elses' husband I shouldn't been with The romance seem so right Didn't listen to momma Didn't listen to friends Tue, 26 Jan 2010 06:14:13 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/alone.html So many friends yet so alone Lots of people around me people but still on my own Why I feel this way? It's all down to him The man that made my Mon, 18 Jan 2010 22:19:18 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/looking-down-on-myself.html Looking down on myself What do I see? A shell of a person It's really not me I see a wreck A woman so scarred She used to be happy Now she is marred Mon, 18 Jan 2010 22:18:10 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/my-boyfriend-went-wild.html So I am 18 now this happened when I was 14. It was 1 week before my birthday and I was all excited. My boyfriend said he had an early birthday present Mon, 11 Jan 2010 16:45:22 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/tortured.html Nightmares of the same thing repeated time and time again His filty wet thing going up into the privide part of my body Being pushed and shoved torn Mon, 11 Jan 2010 16:42:36 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/survived-it-to-now.html Ok it all started when I was 3 my dad would give me baths and more because my mom had passed away. But when it had came to my 4th birthday he had put Mon, 11 Jan 2010 16:37:37 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/scarred.html All I can see when I close my eyes is your blank stare When you looked at me you had no soul You struck me once, twice, many times more All because I Sat, 09 Jan 2010 04:28:13 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/an-unfamiliar-silhouette.html An impetuous force thrust fiercely upon me Waves heaving wildly from the savage scene Paralyzed in raging rapids, thrashed around at sea As I rewind Sat, 09 Jan 2010 04:27:41 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/hide-and-seek.html daddy, it hurts...this game hurts me... how about hid and seek, Ill help you find me. come on daddy, this game is no fun! dad: hush I well stop Sat, 09 Jan 2010 04:26:22 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/just-maybe.html You ask why I didnt tell anyone What he did to me. Well maybe, just maybe I didnt want to relive the pain and misery. You ask why I didnt tell Sat, 09 Jan 2010 04:25:36 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/surrender.html Sitting in this empty room Looking at broken pictures of me and you A broken life together I always thought wed make it forever What has become of Sat, 09 Jan 2010 04:24:42 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/do-you-know.html Do you know what it's like to live with fear? To be afraid every day and know you can't escape from here? Do you know what it's like to wake in Sat, 09 Jan 2010 04:23:54 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/my-brother.html My confession and my plea for help... I've never spoken a word. I am going to be completely honest this time, I won't leave out an important Sat, 09 Jan 2010 04:21:52 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/being-left-behind.html It seems as if I'm always being left behind.It may sound like a soap opera,but my dad was an alcoholic jerk that my mom had to save me from until she Wed, 02 Dec 2009 04:05:49 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/shhh.html My voice is shaded in desperate tones of silence. I scream at the top of my lungs, Only my decrepit shadow notices. Silence is my eternal curse. Fri, 27 Nov 2009 01:48:26 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/flower-minded.html I am bruising delicate beings such as Myself are ill prepared for Brutality. Youve picked me out of the crowd because I am, I was Beautiful. Ive Fri, 27 Nov 2009 01:47:59 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/rape-i-will-help-you-best-i-can.html its not a story its not a myth some people like myself have been abused many times. My virginity was stolen when i was three by my uncle at the same Fri, 27 Nov 2009 01:45:27 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/dont-let-it-happen.html Oh God don't let it happen again. Let him be happy- let him not be angry- let him be distracted- Oh, let him be tired. Breathe slow, be alert, don't Sat, 14 Nov 2009 02:34:20 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/a-path-to-destruction.html I was on a path to destruction. I was my target, due to a deduction, that I wasn't worth facing the truth. overcoming the hurt, of my youth. when I Sun, 25 Oct 2009 02:22:03 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/my-soul.html How do you un kill a soul that died so long ago? Should be pure and white but so young the innocence was taken. Decayed shattered pieces held Sun, 25 Oct 2009 02:20:07 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/Sexual-abuse-blog.html#New-Website-to-Express-yourself!! Come and join my new site for Chatting with other survivors!! The more who join, the more members to chat with!! Come on sisters! This is a safe place to communicate with others who can relate to you! This is a safe forum where I will be as often as I can. Tell your story to others or just look around.. It is just for you! I will see you there.. Blessings, Becky Tue, 06 Oct 2009 23:47:32 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/daddy-stop-it.html im just a little gurl entered in a shattered world foster care has tooken me im in a heap of pain i dream of that crazy nite when my dad brought the Thu, 01 Oct 2009 01:00:39 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/when-i-was-a-little-girl.html let me start off by telling you how amazing my mother is.she has been there for me through everything.im 17,when i was ten years old i was sexually Sun, 27 Sep 2009 15:52:21 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/drowned-innocence.html He's got her around the neck, her body tainted and torn. He draws her near so can see her frightened eyes be scorned. He's got her in the bath tub, Sat, 12 Sep 2009 04:59:09 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/a-survivor-not-a-victim-.html i am 32 y/o have two children with two different men. they are 7 & 11. they are my life, i love my girls with all my heart. well whats left of it. i Thu, 27 Aug 2009 00:35:30 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/Sexual-abuse-blog.html#New-Chat-/-Forum I have created a new chat / forum for my site for all of you to join for free and talk to me and eachother. Hurry and join in on the conversations!!! I will be there. Blessings, Becky Sat, 22 Aug 2009 21:06:33 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/Victim-to-Survivor.html Moving from Victim-To-Survivor is when the recovery decision becomes a working process and the victim mentality is exchanged for education, self healing, self forgiveness and self love. Thu, 20 Aug 2009 02:38:33 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/New-Forum.html There is a new-forum for soul-expressions-abuse-recovery members to use and make their own now on ning! Sun, 16 Aug 2009 14:15:42 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/partner-intimacy-issues.html Partner-intimacy-issues are common with survivors of sexual abuse in intimate relationships. Develop trust, intimacy, communication for a healthy relationship. Sat, 15 Aug 2009 20:30:10 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/thank-you1.html It really helped me to read the Wounded Healers page and know that I'm not the only one out here dealing with this. I have put myself down so much, Sat, 15 Aug 2009 19:50:32 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/let-me-breathe.html you said it would never happen again but it did said you loved me but here we go again been tired of calling stupid for all the shit that you did now Fri, 14 Aug 2009 01:11:52 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/my-story1.html I guess you could say I am one of the Wounded Healers mentioned on the website, athough until recently I wouldn't have labeled myself as such. I have Fri, 14 Aug 2009 01:06:20 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/substance-abuse.html Substance-abuse is common among sexual abuse survivors and most of the time requires dealing with the abuse issues to recover. Sun, 09 Aug 2009 13:14:25 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/anorexia-bulimia.html Anorexia-bulimia are two types of eating disorders associated with sexual abuse which can be attributed to loss of control and low self esteem suffered from the abuse. Sat, 08 Aug 2009 12:43:10 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/Depression.html Depression is a common symptom of sexual abuse. You can be depressed sometimes and not even know it! To the other extreme, you can be suicidal and that is extremely dangerous! Sat, 08 Aug 2009 12:02:53 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/the-door.html When I awoke this morning I finally looked out the door Not knowing what I'd see Not really sure I thought I might see Bright flowers Green grass and Fri, 07 Aug 2009 21:54:47 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/where-are-you.html Somewhere out there Someone knows how I feel I can't be alone This pain is too real I look everywhere I go In likely and unlikely places Fri, 07 Aug 2009 01:19:38 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/letting-go.html I was sexually abused by my uncle and I wrote this peom not long after the first time it happend. The poem is about how I was crying out silently Tue, 04 Aug 2009 00:22:45 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/to-love-myself.html You taught me hate, I learned to love. You taught me pain, I learned to heal. You taught me work, I learned to play. You taught me Fri, 24 Apr 2009 04:34:17 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/pain.html To Love Myself! You taught me hate, I learned to love. You taught me pain, I learned to heal. You taught me work, I learned to Fri, 24 Apr 2009 04:33:45 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/please-help-with-good-thoughts-for-me-.html I am 28 , mother of two adorable little girls. I have been sexually abused by a woman when I was 3 and then my step father had a sexual attraction on Fri, 24 Apr 2009 04:32:02 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/looking-through-my-eyes.html looking through my eyes and i see the man standing at the foot of my bed looking through my eyes and you will see the father who is a monster looking Tue, 14 Apr 2009 03:33:07 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com/teen-rape.html Teen-rape and/or sexual abuse is commonly unreported due to the teen feeling guilt, shame and fear of what friends and family will think and what will happen to them if they "tell" on their abuser(s). Sat, 28 Mar 2009 18:04:21 GMT http://www.soul-expressions-abuse-recovery.com Announcing a new Members Site where you get unlimited "Chat" with Becky, discounts on Soul-Store items and Becky's e-books, a forum for sisters in recovery, additional sexual abuse information and therapy exercises and more! Watch the video on the main page and click on the "subscribe Now" button to go to Paypal. Only $20 per month to join! Give it a try for a month! It is worth it to get unlimited Life Coaching access alone! I look forward to seeing you in the "Members Area" Soon! Blessings to you all my sisters, Becky Mon, 16 Mar 2009 20:45:01 GMT